Unless this is your first time visiting my blog (and if it is, welcome! I hope you’ll come back) you know that from time to time I get hung up on a certain song that comes on my iPod and I listen to it repeatedly until it is thoroughly engrained in my soul.
Toward the end of last week, on one of the rare occasions when I wasn’t listening to my audio textbook while driving, this song came on the iPod in my car. I don’t even know where it came from. I obviously heard it somewhere and it must have spoken to me. I’m sure I Shazam‘d it to find out who and what it was and then I turned to iTunes to procure it for future listening pleasure. Since the iPod in my car was loaded and installed right after I bought the car last November and hasn’t been updated since, I’ve obviously had this song in my library for quite some time. I didn’t even recognize it when it started playing. (Perhaps some would say this is an indication I didn’t need to buy the song, but I’m so glad I did.)
Check out this video. Lyrics are listed below.
Happy performed by Leona Lewis
Someone once told me that you have to choose
What you win or lose, you can’t have everything
Don’t you take chances, you might feel the pain
Don’t you love in vain ’cause love won’t set you free
I could stand by the side and watch this life pass me by
So unhappy, but safe as could be
So what if it hurts me?
So what if I break down?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge
My feet run out of ground?
I gotta find my place, I wanna hear my sound
Don’t care about all the pain in front of me
‘Cause I’m just trying to be happy, yeah
Just wanna be happy, yeah
Holding on tightly, just can’t let it go
Just trying to play my role, slowly disappear, oh
But all these days, they feel like there the same
Just different faces, diffent names, get me out of here
But I can’t stand by your side, oh no
And watch this life pass me by, pass me by
So what if it hurts me?
So what if I break down?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge
My feet run out of ground?
I gotta find my place, I wanna hear my sound
Don’t care about all the pain in front of me
‘Cause I’m just trying to be happy, oh, happy, oh
So any turns that I can’t see
Like I’m a stranger on this road
But don’t say victim, don’t say anything
So what if it hurts me?
So what if I break down?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge
My feet run out of ground?
I gotta find my place, I wanna hear my sound
Don’t care about all the pain in front of me
I just wanna be happy, oh yeah, happy, oh, happy
I just wanna be, oh, I just wanna be happy
Oh, happy
LOVE this! Love it, love it, love it!
I’ve always been impressed by Leona Lewis. Not sure why I’ve never bought any of her music. But I’ll be adding this one to my iPod soon too.
Did you watch the video? In spite of its ending, there’s something really beautiful about it. I found the song moving enough but when I watched this video, my (cold dead) heart swelled just a little.