It would take hours and days to tell the whole story.  I’m not even sure I know what the whole story is.  I would imagine there’ll be bits and pieces along the way, but for now, suffice it to say that things with the guy have not turned out as I had anticipated… or even hoped.

It isn’t really a surprise.  I was deluding myself in the first place, believing there was a chance.  There’s never been a chance.

Still hurts though.

Portrait of a Sucker