It would take hours and days to tell the whole story. I’m not even sure I know what the whole story is. I would imagine there’ll be bits and pieces along the way, but for now, suffice it to say that things with the guy have not turned out as I had anticipated… or even hoped.
It isn’t really a surprise. I was deluding myself in the first place, believing there was a chance. There’s never been a chance.
Still hurts though.
Portrait of a Sucker