By the way, tonight is the night. In two and a half hours I’ll be at my writing workshop thingamajig and I’ll be getting my first, formal critique/feedback on my manuscript.
The tension mounts by the minute. I’ll be taking some Ativan later (yes the anxiety is that real). I want to take it now, but I’m afraid if I take it too early, it’ll wear off too early and that would be bad.
In the end it will all be fine, but that doesn’t really help me much right now, so…
Wish me luck!