I wasn’t going to post this, and if you don’t want to read a ranting post about a crappy experience at my crappy job you should probably do as the title suggests and move along. It does feel a little better to have gotten it out of my system and my intention for this blog was nothing, if not to be honest so with that in my mind… Here goes!
Passive Aggressiveness Sucks The Big One.
OMG!!! I have to quit my job!!! I can’t take it anymore! I really can’t! Something has got to give. I’m so sick of dealing with the bull shit that goes on in my work world. I hate my boss, and I really hate the woman who works in the cubicle right outside my office door.
She is so passive aggressive it’s sickening and my stupid boss seems to choose not to see it. Today in the staff meeting she made a blatantly hateful comment to me and he didn’t even seem to notice that it happened. But traditionally, if anyone says anything even vaguely unkind to her, he scolds them and tells them to be nice.
GOD! I’m just so tired of all of this. I need to change things and I don’t really know what to do. I don’t know where to look for a new job. I don’t want to do what I’m doing anymore, so looking for another, similar job doesn’t make sense. If I’m going to keep working I’d really like to find a job as a writer but I don’t have first idea how to go about doing that, let alone whether or not that’s a pipe dream. And so while I continue to try to figure out where to go from here, I just keep coming to this Godforsaken place and dealing with these Godforsaken people and wanting to put a bullet through my brain. Obviously, I don’t really want to put a bullet through my brain. But I really, really need to get out of this situation.